See, I mess up like that sometimes. Even my friends who like wrestling wouldn't understand shit like writing fanfic, especially slash. My gf thinks I'm way too obsessed. Maybe. But it's so fucking fun, and I would never have "met" awesome people like you guys (who understand) without the fandom! So, I need to be sure to just shut the fuck up to RL friends outside the fandom about just how crazy I am for this shit. They know i love it-- they just don't need to know how much I love it. For the sake of my sanity.